What I’ve been doin ๐
An update..
I’m engaged!!!
No
Joking
Quite the opposite
Still in the same state as I was when I first came out the womb.
Small and Fragile.
SOOOOOO..
From what I’m trying to remember from my last blog…. I was in a state of not knowing what to do in the future.
I am still in that state, except
I’m even more confused.
On a positive tho, I’ve moved up a year.
I am 22.
Had a party, was very fun. Had everyone sing happy birthday to Teddy (my dog) before they sang it to me. (What an idiot).
The next morning. I was awful. Within the space of an hour, I woke up and had to leave to Cardiff. Imy drove me back along with some others.
I was debating everything. Whenever I spoke-I wanted to chun. Which is why I was very mute the whole journey. But when you’re at the back with 5 other yappers ofc they’re gonna try talk to you, and as much as I wanted to, I couldn’t risk saying“please don’t talk to me- otherwise I will be sick” because with the state I was at. Nothing would’ve stopped me, - even that sentence. So I just had to do a lot of nods and a lot of “mm”.
Anyways.
Arrived to Cardiff
So I was in Cardiff as I had a week placement at the BBC.
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It was amazing.
Loved it so much.
But
I don’t know what to do
Every role in the BBC is just as important as each other. I just don’t know what to do. Specifically.
Because I wanted it all.
But this week has given me more motivation, to try even harder at getting more experience so I could do it all over again. ๐
Anyways apart from the BBC being amazing.
The week at Cardiff was a week of closure for me.
(I wouldn’t call it a week of closure because I will be back as I didn’t tick off going to a Jomec Social)
Anyways
It was fabulous
I was meant to stay around 3 of my mates houses separately but during the first (Mr Ben P Phillips) I couldn’t be arsed to move my stuff so stayed round his the whole week. Thank you Ben.
Bros bed was fabulous. However his pillows were flat. No exaggeration. It would’ve made no difference with or without. I had to fold the pillow in half to sleep on and folded a towel underneath,-and even that didn’t do it justice ๐คฃ๐ญ. But tbf I did have incredible beddy byes there. And at the end, I bought him some new ones ๐ ๐ซถ๐ซถ.
The BBC shifts were 9-5 sometimes longer so to be fair it was perfect because I wasn’t much of a bother.
Mid week, I went to Yolo. It was Acc fabulous. I wasn’t keen to go because I was aware it wasn’t gonna be the same. And to be fair, it was Acc sound. And was lovely seeing people and their reactions to my ⭐️appearance⭐️ was bare cute. When I saw one of my baby freshers I kid you not my eyes started tearing pft
But although it seemed less busy (because I didn’t see many people I knew) I had a lot of fun. Bought out rock paper scissors so obvi didn’t buy any of my drinks. Took the dance floor by storm. ๐
Uh Yh. Was sound.
Up until at the end of the night I bought a takeaway, not realising that it was a 10 second walk away from mine so obvi paid too much. But it was delicious.
Uhhh lemme think what else to update you on….
OH MY LAWD
I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST
(Excuse the lateness)
But yhhh passed first time
I am a boss girl
Genuinely didn’t think I would’ve passed.
Within the same week of the test I had 3 mock tests. The maximum of minors you can get to pass is 15 and you have to get no majors.
1st) 17 minors. 3 majors
2nd) 16 minors. 1 major
3rd) 15 minors 1 major (this was 3 days before my test)
My driving instructor was like “I’ve marked you very harshly but I do think you can pass”
The lesson on the same day as my test went awful. I just kept on making small mistakes and nearly entered the wrong entrance. So I didn’t have high hopes and the drive there was awks. My instructor probably thought I wasn’t gonna make it.
But booooyyyyuuuhhhhh
Passed
And got
2 minors
TWO MINORS!!!!!
WAZAHHHHHHHH
So now. We move.
I’m using my sisters car. She calls it Betty.
But I call it Batty
And when I invite someone for a drive, I call her the “Battymobile”
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The end
Xx
